October 1st, 2019

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Sometimes I Wonder Why I Bother Going On

Got yet another letter of rejection concerning my Social Security disability application. They say they've reviewed my medical records, and don't see where I wouldn't be able to work. This is bull.

I'd have to take random days off monthly for the dilation procedures (that alone would probably put off any employer). I wouldn't trust myself to eat anything the entire day UNTIL I got home from a job (even if I could find a job that would put up with me having to take random days off) because of the dizziness/blown out vision I occasionally get after eating since the surgery, and the doctors haven't nailed down the cause of yet. Lifting anything over 20 pounds gives me pain/soreness in my abdomen area since the surgery. Even mom has noticed I'm having more trouble remembering things than I did before the surgery and having to have procedures EVERY month since the surgery.

I've only ever done manual labor in the past, wouldn't be qualified for a "light" job like at a desk or anything similar. My typing skills involve one finger while looking at the keyboard.

Guess I'll just hope the disability firm I'm using can eventually get an appeal going, otherwise I might as well just wither up and blow away.